Do you ever just want to sit there and cry? Not because of one thing but because of everything and you just don’t know what to do anymore or where to turn just sit there and think about everything, all the regrets, mistakes and memories we wish we could rewind and change or relive. It’s like your whole world is crashing down and you’re fine with it because there’s really nothing you can do to change it. You start to laugh at the little things that go wrong in life that use to make you so mad because they seem like nothing compared to what you’re going through now it’s just the cherry on top to everything sucky. You take the phrase “alone in a crowded room” to heart because now you know what it feels like and even if your friends say they’re there for you, you can’t talk to them because they really don’t understand. I do, I feel empty inside like there’s no purpose for me to be here anymore and I don’t know what to do because it hurts so bad, I can’t fix it so I just cry and pray the pain will go away soon.
